End of the Year Depression strikes again!

I wonder why I even bother doing anything. I should delete my Facebook account or just buy a new router cause its always a pain to refresh 10 bloody times just for it to load as well as nobody really stops and says hi to me. I don't expect comments here, but damn I need to remember I'm... all I do is whine and get angry.

Tonight I went to the bar with a few friends, only to get miserable because I can't get a girl off my mind and I just have doubts. It didn't help about how I kept hearing people talking about sex, and I got free condoms from a cute asian girl because people were going out to promote safe sex, and I even told her "I don't need them because I never get any anyway." I still got them.

People say if you're depressed get over it, but its not easy for most people to do that. Keep moving forward never look back, doesn't always work... although I think my brain is backwards I can't be too sure. It doesn't help that depression happens like the Bubonic Plague every winter around Christmas. Doesn't help that I got fired the day after Thanksgiving either as well as I can't get unemployment due to not earning enough, not sure why THAT is but whatever... Idaho Blows. Don't believe me? Just look at this: http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=idaho_blows

*Link is from Maddox and he speaks the truth.

P.S. I really wish mom would quit telling me thinks would be the same if we never left Georgia. :( I bet there are no casinos in Georgia. <_<

Alright! Who wants to get sick?

So for some reason people all over the world are getting sick as of late from Ohio to South Dakota, Idaho, hell even Singapore. Its felt like a long time ago when I was last sick, needless to say I forgot the horrible feeling of having no energy. Did I forget to mention the fun facts of a fever meaning your forehead takes up all the comforting warmth in your body making you feel cold as well as you start to think your brain is melting? Yep, that's me today! Another fun factor is how I would fall asleep and wake up, oh is only a few minutes later then when I last checked it. The clock mocks me...

I don't wanna work today but I have no choice. I just hope this medicine I'm taking holds me up for the rest of the day. DX Damn being Late Cook when I am sick, I missed the meeting for citywide employees this morning so that doesn't help me. e(__e

Another thing is I need to get some q-tips!! Constantly feeling like I have a lot of stuff in my ear is irritating. Irritating like looking up something specific and finding a mugshot of a man whose face is full of tattoos. There was NO relevance!! At all!

Also I am hungry and have to be to work in an hour. I really don't see the point of why I had to shake a sign that says $6.99 1-topping large hand-tossed when we basically have "Get whatever you want for $10. Stuffed Crusts a dollar more." e\(__/e You know if Jarrod gets sick I'm telling Steve that sign shaking deal can go be boring somewhere else. I'm pretty sure that's why I have a sore throat and have this bogus illness. Well, I just hope I don't get anyone sick at work or customers... I sure am hungry.

I am IRRESPONSIBLE!!

e(_e;; Apparently I didn't know I was supposed to work today, but I did and ended up being an hour late due to being at my friend's house playing Pokémon Platinum. Instead of being called at 5:10pm I was called at 5:23pm asking where I was because I was supposed to be at work and I didn't know I was scheduled blah blah...

I really don't know how I cope with work. O_o Everyone has one reason or another about everybody else as to why they don't like working but its stupid because it makes me feel like I am reliving high school except I am getting paid for it.

Another note... why is it everyone is telling me I need to get laid? I don't wanna come out of a chicken thats gross... unless they mean that flower necklace thing that they give you in Hawaii or something... although its just people telling me I need to give someone a special homemade hostess.

Dog gone it.

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@(_@ I'm Toreece Eugene Wartenbe and if you've seen this link, you probably know me in someway and I you... however apparently I forget half the people I meet oddly enough. D:

Anyway, I'll sure have more stuff up later but its 2am and I gotta be to work in 8 hours. @w@;