End of the Year Depression strikes again!

I wonder why I even bother doing anything. I should delete my Facebook account or just buy a new router cause its always a pain to refresh 10 bloody times just for it to load as well as nobody really stops and says hi to me. I don't expect comments here, but damn I need to remember I'm... all I do is whine and get angry.

Tonight I went to the bar with a few friends, only to get miserable because I can't get a girl off my mind and I just have doubts. It didn't help about how I kept hearing people talking about sex, and I got free condoms from a cute asian girl because people were going out to promote safe sex, and I even told her "I don't need them because I never get any anyway." I still got them.

People say if you're depressed get over it, but its not easy for most people to do that. Keep moving forward never look back, doesn't always work... although I think my brain is backwards I can't be too sure. It doesn't help that depression happens like the Bubonic Plague every winter around Christmas. Doesn't help that I got fired the day after Thanksgiving either as well as I can't get unemployment due to not earning enough, not sure why THAT is but whatever... Idaho Blows. Don't believe me? Just look at this: http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=idaho_blows

*Link is from Maddox and he speaks the truth.

P.S. I really wish mom would quit telling me thinks would be the same if we never left Georgia. :( I bet there are no casinos in Georgia. <_<